all my own fault

mood not so good today
because he don't talk to me again
i think i had scared him yesterday
don't know why
he is frightening
and i had no brave to talk to him again
don't know why
i done a wrong thing at him
totally wrong!
regret-ing
sorry

i think i will loss you again.
but i don't hope this thing happen
played too much and over
because i long time no play with you already
really apologise
hope you don't angry

today
white formal shirt vs normal red t-shirt
white formal lead you seemed like a child
because someone told me that 那件衣服不像你们"大人"穿的这样.....
but i felt ok , not bad
normal red t-shirt
back kajang
didn't talk too much with him too

morning i had late my class again
then public speaking only talking craps inside for 45 minutes
then go pc block had lunch with yeewen,siawwei,shuxian
because he had lunch already ( actually want to join) but i missed it
met with TD1 gang
eat taufu rice
after finished , we walked back PA block

very tired.
go in computer lab and slept there
slept for half hour
when i woke up , dailou came and observe whether got saliva on the table or not=.=
sure no ! i seldom do such silly thing in public
this half hour ,
quite relax and happy because i no need to think what i confuse
and i had a sweet dream
you appear in my dream and i felt you really walked through there
after that , yeewen told me he never come in
--------feel weird----------
--------sucked! what my thought---------
--------if you see this , maybe you will angry------------
--------so , you better pretend don't know when you see this carelessly------------

programming
quite happy!
not because of him sit in front me
is because the coding made me happy
when build succeed, the mood is very joyful
although you never talk to me again

today,
miss tee let us back earlier again
i accompany cheekang and shuxian wait their bro and mummy fetch them
then we talked craps
at this time i knew 1 new fren
named : strawberry !
haha
next time see her must call her MISS STRAW~

tonight dinner is unknown!
tomorrow must start too study already
next wednesday ,saturday and next tuesday got test

@ you may more happy if i didn't say anything to you 3 days ago and yesterday@