today is today
today is the last day of year 2008
which is also end of the year of mouse
and
the cow is coming~
yeah yeah ~
today
1 slept too much
and miss 2 classes
and
i regreted~
because it was too hilarious and enjoyable during the lecture writing for science
hehe....
so poor i didn't go...
but i still went to school
at 2pm
at first i thought that my class starts at 2pm
then i felt that i was late
when i reached college
i found that all my collegemates were waiting at the corridor
then
i felt something amiss
so
i quickened my pace towards them
and they told me the class starts at 2.30pm
oh~you all dun hv order the qiaocolikdi icesi?
just ignore it
i'm so lucky i was not late for my class
before that,
tracy asked me
whether want go to redbox, the gardens sing k or not on friday
but i got replacement class at that time
but then i think i will try to skip my class
hehehe....
today is joshua's birthday too
he is ahdi~
because he was born on the last day of the year
then
yeewen bought a """"slice""""" of secret recipe cake for him
and...
my saliva has drenched my clothe
only ONE slice
and i haven't get my breakfast yet
it's already 4.00pm!!!!!!
ok... just proceed
and we sang birthday's song to joshua~
okok....nothing to write...
i must appreciate tonight!
because is the last night of year 2008!
and i'm going to be crazy !!!!!
the curve ~ i'm coming~
ok! wait for me 2009 cow cow~
$ also shun bian countdown for voonli $
last day of year 2008
被捅千刀
刚刚发现dailou的blog
我看到他用华文来传递信息。。。
灵光一闪~
我也想用华文来写blog
但是我用的这个software令我打字慢得像乌龟
算了。。。
能用则用。。。
昨天晚上，
干了一件大事
曾经对一个人说过：我的话只能相信20%
不过昨天我的鬼话连篇（本来不打算鬼扯的）
只是用了三言两语一派胡言的时间与句子
傻瓜就上当了~
她竟然不曾怀疑过我
但是我这样子，所编的谎言
可能已直插她心
我也莫名其妙的继续我的大话。。。。
知道今天早上
到了学校，她还是问了我，因为她告诉了其他人我的“谎言”
他们都不信，只有她相信
（感谢你相信我但是我宁愿你不信，我只是随便说说）
希望没有伤你的心很重
其实我不想骗你，只是你不给我机会说真相！
------《一切都不重要了》----------她
我一如往常，
逃了数学课
我本以为是那个傻里傻气，（没）出心裁 的老师
结果不小心的被另一个集思广益，才华横溢的老师代课了。。。
miss 掉这堂课真遗憾~~
结果skip掉中间段落，其实没什么事
就只不过飞扬跋扈的用华语来欺负一根香蕉。。。
然后喝了一杯古色古香津津有味的old town enrich chocolate
但是很多人抢了我很多口
不久后。。。。。
分了chemistry test2
成绩却。。。。。
只能说重蹈覆辙！
天下事有难易乎？
下次发奋图强就好。。虽然每次都这样说。。
结果到了5点钟又writing for science test
懊恼的是
我们在一个暑气蒸人的房考试。。。真是热到~~~~~~~~
猜猜看我做了什么？
没错！
就是---------弊----------
也不完全，这次的还不算太难
本身也找到了好几个答案
嗯。。skip.....
回家前，去买炸雪糕
chocolate "cham" vanila。。。我这样子对那个马来小贩说。。。
有点无地自容。。但是他却听得懂！可能是choco and vanila。。。呵呵。。
吃着吃着，
发现一个大男人 a.k.a. 38婆默默地一声不哼站在那里吃手中似乎难被噎下的冰淇淋炸雪糕。。。
样子显得无精打采，垂头丧气，更是呆若木鸡。。。
我还以为他为了考试分数而感到浑浑噩噩，原来是为了女人=.=!!!
无言以对。。。。
他说晚上要发泄，想乱花钱，约了我晚餐。。。
但是我已经病入膏肓了（夸张式）还叫我出门。。。
差不多奄奄一息了，也没有任何胃口吃
当时真想到富贵山庄跟某某爷爷的奶奶做伴，做邻居。。。
不过他既然心情不好，做兄弟的两肋插刀，赴汤蹈火陪你聊天，助你开朗在所不迟。。。
我连驾车都不稳，但是我还是到了他家门外
他竟然告诉我他想去的地点 -restaurant picadilly，但却让我有饮鸠止渴的冲动！！！
但，也只有委曲求全。。。
带他到picadilly（我家对面的餐馆）发泄。
他说了一大堆“废”腑之言
我也听了差不多2个小时
而且没得休息。。。真想。。。睡觉。。。。。。（觉得看到床就可以立刻晕倒）。。。。
过了2小时，他的神采奕奕，兴高采烈，心花怒放，喜出望外，欢天喜地的“差点气死我”表情呈现在我面前。。
他永远都不懂，我那时候最想要的是“氧气筒”。。。因为伤风，呼吸困难
立刻赶快马上第一时间买单，送他回家。。。
做好人需要付出代价。。。
因为友谊，我付出
因为爱情，我退缩
因为你，我不知所措。。。
好吧！好好珍惜自己的身体！
·····真想有人来关心我·····
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oh ya !
today is the last day of year 2008 !
do everything u want to do in the last day of this year ~
i think i would be crazy for a while ~
countdown for voon li...
22 hours++
hehe.....
2009 ~ i'm coming ~
2008 is a good memories for me ???? maybe ~
because i had knew new friendssssssssssssssssssss
before year 2009 , i think i will come to post 1 more post ^^
good night ~
do re mi fa so ~
i forgot everything already
don't know want to blog what
25 december
X'mas~
so happy
but i didn't go to church
got some regret
i was being " forced" to genting
today was 24 dec 08:
whole class wearing christmas hat
so happy
merry christmas~
that stupid girl
问：给你最后一次机会，你要不要上？
omg...
she some more pointed to herself=.=
she really stupid...
actually don't want go there
because never try to drive on highland=.=
although is easy
but first time sure will worry or what
always ask me
haiz
go genting count down
what a stupid opinion =.=
then i never promise them i want to go
then afternoon
i had no more class after lecture
then went to computer lab
online ~.~
play crabs with shu xian ...
and also attracted by her stupid shit lenglui N81
inside got so many songsssss
actually just attracted by the songss
then she gave me >RM100 's handfree for me to hear the song
walao...
damned expensive
my handfree was free one....
really hand" free".....no need money
play until half
dai lou come in
ask me whether want go to midvalley or not?
then as if i don't have any plan for whole afternoon , i follow~
go midvally with TD 1 guys
sushi and chiew yen sit my car
they said my driving skill is always " dangerous".....
i felt so....
then almost go in the car park ,
other phone...
change destination >>> sunway ~
swt
almost go in the car park le...
boh bian...fetch the " xiao twin" and then go sunway....
they said again...
my driving skill can go genting highland le...=.=
they blame me...
because i turned 120 degree without brake......
and they had ~king kong kliang~ who sit behind my car
haha
then KFC-ing in sunway
buy 1 jean
nice
then watch the humansss play bowling
and only WATCH.....
then about 6pm , back home
because night had to go genting
before back from sunway
they still ask me don't go..
and i had think twice
@ i still no yet promise , that's mean i cant FFK?
but they call all the guys there to wait already
haiz....
really tired
2 days only sleep for 8 hours
so scare i drop sleep when driving
so many lifessss in my hand
that stupid girl being force by me must sit my car
because she ask me go
if i die , she also need follow
.........................................
having dinner at ss2
then go genting
actually genting not so far from here...
almost 1 hour can reach already
cable car
so nice
but someone had scared and never open the eyes during the journey ~
rushed to first world hotel
so many people went to genting celebrate the christmas
and there was full house in first world hotel
luckily
got 1 pair of 好好先生太太 booked extra room
and offer us RM150
then we rushed to the room and throw everything inside
then go for countdown
my fren who work at genting told me outdoor got countdown
but they all stand inside because there got a stage
they think there countdown
then all follow...
until
5
4
3
2
1
bang~
we hear outdoor firewood sound
inside all only hear...
then walked out....
and shout like hell
all 是人就喊 merry christmas~
quite crazy but happy and enjoy ~
midnight
gamble
haha...
then 11 people
with 1 single bedroom
sleep until my leg hanging...
also not enough sleep
next day
morning
go theme park
play almost everything~
so happy while playing
and took many photos
voonli , tinte , MC , chyisin , winson and me like crazy already...
because of queueup..
so many human beings
but still got game , we cut queue
haha...
then back at 6pm
wait cable car also wait almost 1 hour
really can die....
then back home
safety reached
quite tired after this
drivers's eyes become rabbit's eyes
red red
then sleep...
next day is today 26 dec
i had ponteng 2 classes
never notice that it already 12pm
and i never hear any alarm but i sure i got set=.=
maybe i ad dreaming and kill the alarm...haha...
go for school learn coding
totally no yet wake up
having breakfast at 2pm , lunch at 2.30pm , dinner at 5pm
then become pig again
$enjoy sunway pyramid
$ left 7 hours , programming test , i no yet study , all +u
$ sorry about moody in genting , because i think go genting sure is play....
$ shit car
$ enjoy the trip and christmas
$ 9 days already , still never ask ...
$ left 4 for her....countdown~
early in the morning
actually
yesterday i already want to blog
but someone had using my laptop
so.. fine...
today just blog
not a important thingey
first time feel that syting's streamyx line so FAST!
know why?
because now is 6.30am
and i think nobody want to disturb me line now!
hahaha...
yesterday was tuesday
since sem 2 , i had ponteng for tuesday's math lecture 80%
but everytime i had attandace??
thanks abu and cheekang
always 冒着生命危险sign for me ^^
then yesterday suddenly 心血来潮 i was attended the class
i was so excited i can sign for math!
when the list pass to me,
omg... abu sign my name jor....
no more name for me sign ..sad...
but still want to thank her, maybe she don't know i will go
~.~
then
because chemistry test
i not concentrate in programming lecture and ponteng chemistry lecture
because i no yet study finish my chemistry !
why i no yet study?
because i am LAZY ( tracy alwaz say me like this, and i alwaz force her say^^)
sunday night i msn with 1 girl
she said she dont' know how to do report
then i just accompany her doing her report until 4am
then i just sleep
and she asked me sleep if i want to sleep
actually , i had slept for 15 hours for previous day
no yet tired
then monday night i wake up at about 10++pm
then online , doing stuff , wwe bla bla bla...
12am i just start my study
i thought that i 5 hours can finish 3 chapters
but i had spent 4 hours for my first chapter , then study second chapter until half
i felt if i no sleep , next day sure no mood or jingshen for test
so i decided to sleep
sleep at 4.30am , my alarm is 5am =.=
but after that i had totally ignore it ~
until 8.30 just wake up
phew...
continuew study in utar...
when i ponteng chemistry ,
i went to computer lab
for study
because nobody there
only chun hong , chin meng , chee kang , yee wen and me!
then chee kang ...............
talk NONSENSE to yeewen's friend
and they had never meet before....
说：我们之前有见过面吗？
chase girl must use this ???
ok.. learning.. hehe... thx cheekang....
but after that they saw her picture...
3 of them gave the same reaction
laugh die me ~
erm...
then chee kang start abnormal...
he invite miss tee come in computer lab
and then talked craps again =.=
well...
i didn't really join them
because i need finish my study~
after that ...
ok.... test ~
question quite easy ( for those who got study)
and i feel that every question i also seemed know how to do...
but actually no...haha....
make some mistakes in the test
p/s: before test , i think my naming and drawing will get all correct , but after test, i felt this part so difficult for me ~
oh ya.... night going to picadilly again
ate pineapple fried rice~ damned nice~
then back home
kaiding comes my house
the stupid guard never notice that he is not a resident here....
lol...
then do report ~ until 10pm... feel exhausted
continuous sleep at 4am
sure tired!
then yesterday i slept at 10pm
so early~
today wake up at 6am
wow~ 8 hours~ normal sleeping time some more ~ so happy ~
ok...
pen offf
$ early in the morning met chai chun hong in msn
$ don't too upset, try to work hard next time
$ are you ever plan that keep those both calculators?
$ count down for voonli ~ 7 ~
$ don't know physics report needs anything in discussion
$ bought a birthday cake for whom i don't know
$ yeah ~ later play CHRISTMAS ~( X'mas how to play?)~next title will tell you that !
unfortunate day
today got physics test , it was not too hard , but too not easy
what thing happened?
i forgot to bring my calculator
no calculator , how to do the calculate answer?
some more is physics
no calculator is equal to die -.-
then i just simply do finish and some don't know how to do ....
because really no mood to do already
stupid! you can go die !!!
second unfortunate thing was
after test , i decided to go ikea to refund some woods??
then they said want go the curve sing k =.=
then i just go there because need give back the wood
then i dated hong go sing k, but he told me he almost reach his home
oh my God !!!! late ....
third unfortunate thing was
i drove my lengzai myvi go the curve myself
and i had over the junction turn in the curve
need drove a big BIG round to u-turn
consider as "lost" again ....
forth unfortunate thing was
when we reached the curve redbox
the "counter girl" said
the room all full !
shit!
shit shit shit !!!!!!
mood totally broken down ~~~
fifth unfortunate thing was
when cineleisure watch movie
watch movie will get any unlucky thing happen?
sure !
i want to watch twilight !
can .. at 2 am =.=
grrhhh!!!!!!
then follow them watched the day the earth stood still...( watched 2nd time)
no fresh already ~
sixth unfortunate thing was
when i decided to swim at keelih's apartment
raining pula =.=
but tiny drops, then i still go...
i think no more unfortunate incident again for today !
~swt~
let's talk about some lucky incident
@ ponteng physics lecture but still got attendance ( good thing?)
@ restaurant kim gary , not bad the food
@ had return back the wood !
@ 1st time go in cineleisure , damned freaking comfortable kingsize chair ? sofa ?maybe cushion ~
@ playing " wwe" while swimming , and everyone has scared by me
@ dinner very delicious at don't know where
@ eat super extreme drastic spicy taiwan sausage , and keelih , jiawei , bernard had cried, so happy i can tahan ..
@ today only me at home , nobody home~
$ waiting cai jun kang date me at christmas~
$ count down for voon li -----11-----
$ wish all my friend get good result in physics test and coming chemistry & programming test
$ suddenly feel lonely.................$
2nd time
i think
everyone has oneself fundamental
which we can't touch
if not
he or she may get angry or inhumane
for me ,
i don't think i will continue act as nothing
maybe is uncomfortable
maybe also not so simple...
although this incident not a serious thing
i had gone through this for second time
same object , same relationship , almost same scene
i can't accept this
if next time you tend to do something to calm down me
i think i won't accept that
unscrupulously------ this word as your gift from me today and how i will treat you in future
-----hate----this
ook.... stop this
let's tell some happy things
today is abu;s bitrhday ~
and all of us had pakat-ed
act like just forgot her birthday
erm..
because want to give her 1 big surprise!
but
she cried
she thought all of us forgot her birthday
and we can't also console her
we just wait...
until 4.00pm
which is the time we back home
i think she is disappointed on us
and straight went to bus-stop
all of us just sent message to her
and her handphone stuck there!
don't know got 20 message sent to her at the same time or not=.=
after that she still went to cafeteria to meet up us
is it a big big big surprise?
hehe...
whatever... happy birthday...
@ today‘s mood not so good
@ i had nearly kissed my boyfriend
@ 蔡俊康 & 谭志慷 had drove my lengzai myvi
just a simple...... touch......
i ponteng again my math lecture
but i still got attendance
thanks abu
......
as i know ,
i have already a long time never go for the math lecture on tuesday
because
the lecturer just follow the slides and read
but the solution we don't have in the slide
so , also must attend
=.=
writing for science ,
ms sharon got some emergency stuff
so the class had been cancelled
today quite bored
but i was quite happy at that time
just a simple "punch"??....
remember this~
you have long time never do this
today i played another time
fortunately , still not too bad
asked the almost same question again
and he ran as quick as he could =.=
erm...
can i say ...you so cute???
@first_love >>> hope you get good result for tomorrow test !
@tracy >>> owe me 1 story
@abu >>> today seemed no mood?
@tham >>> again...haiz.....
@yeewen >>> i sure will remember to bring , and also you .eraser~~
@voonli >>> thank you be "kepo" fetch me ~ hehe~
@number_4 >>> today not lengzai wor....
@strawberry >>> thx too~ quite high you gave me
@WWE >>> I LOVE YOU ~
nothing much
today
nothing much about
as normal
only mood like zombie
not high or low....
i think after some exams ,
i have to " repair" something again....
ok
pen off
it's to late to apologise....
I'm holding on your rope,\我紧握着你给的希望
Got me ten feet off the ground\它让我双脚悬空
And I'm hearing what you say but I just can't make a sound\我能听到你说了什么，但是却无法给你回应。
You tell me that you need me\你对我说你需要我
Then you go and cut me down, but wait\接着你离开并且让我的热情变淡
You tell me that you're sorry\但是我却等到了你对我说：“我对不起你”
Didn't think I'd turn around, and say...\你一定没有想到我会转身并且对你说
It's too late to apologize, it's too late\现在道歉已经太迟了，太迟了
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late\我说现在道歉已经太迟了，太迟了
I'd take another chance, take a fall\另一个机会已经降临，承受这个打击
Take a shot for you\为了你胡乱猜想
And I need you like a heart needs a beat\我需要你就像心脏需要跳动
But it's nothing new - yeah yeah\但是这也没有什么意义了！
I loved you with the fire red-\我曾经爱你的热情如火
Now it's turning blue, and you say...\现在已经转淡
"Sorry" like the angel heaven let me think was you\你又说“对不起”让我想起天堂里的天使一般的你
But I'm afraid...\但是我怕了
It's too late to apologize, it's too late\现在道歉已经太迟了，太迟了
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late whoa.....\我说现在道歉已经太迟了，太迟了
It's too late to apologize, it's too late\现在道歉已经太迟了，太迟了
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late\我说现在道歉已经太迟了，太迟了
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah-\我说现在道歉已经太迟了
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah-\我说现在道歉已经太迟了
I'm holding on your rope, got me ten feet off the ground...\我紧握着你给的希望，它让我双脚悬空……
that time
she had gave me this song
she asked me heard about this
i don't know what meaning inside
and i just told her
it is quite nice
i never know that
inside got this story
what she want tell me , and no brave to tell
and what she want me to do, no brave ask me to do that
until today,
hear back this song
look back the lyrics
i just noticed what the story inside
and what she really want
and really needed
but now
it's to late....
to late to apologise
what can i say is just
"sorry"
you had a nightmare for that period
a long period
u seemed recovered
i still recuperating..........
now you had walked your own way
and i'm also walking my way
you had found your true love
i still never find at all
hope that u might be blessedness
and you will bliss in ur life
went to pc fair
today's plan
actually want go to church for first service
but
i was too tired and can't wake up on time
so
i cancelled this plan (evil)
and just continue sleep
XD
about 11.20am
i woke up
rushed up my make up and went out
this is the ever first time i travel LRT
and i was alone
not bad
got this experiece
and i didn't get lost
i was also the first person who reach KLCC
then i just wait them there
then winson , voonli , yvonne came
our destination is convention centre
but
what we doing??
just took photosss
here and there, here and there
and we totally forgot our motive today
since we took photos
and none of 1 is 4 of us
then we said hope that dailou will suddenly appear to help us take photo
just say....
--------2 minutes later ------
--------转角遇到frog--------
then she helped us took several photos
and we had also took with her
she went there to buy ink
and she already bought
just a few minutes
she back
then we headed to convention centre
what the hell~
so far the convention centre
fortunately
we reached there safety
then walk walk walk
bla bla bla....
bought some stuffs
everyone bought their own stuff
and i also bought mine one
we had walked 2 round
voonli , winson and me
our vertebrate almost break down
then we decided to find a place to sit down
then go kfc
no seat =.=
then we go food court
wait for somebody to "wake up"
then
since we sit down
we had no strength to move
because that is very comfortable
hahaha
after few minutes,
we still ordered food and drink
we order 4 plate of swizzling noodles and only 1 cup of mcD coke
because it can be refilled
so kiamsiap.. 4 of us
but it is fun!
mcD damned many human
i queued up there until my legs almost paralyse
then i order filet-o-fish and french fries for my ownself
ate so much
while eating , we talk craps
and we had crapping for 3 hours 15 minutes
when we want to go back
it's already 7.15pm
then we walked to LRT station
but
the scenery of night is more beautiful
then we decided to take picturess
hehe
after that , back home by LRT
just finished my day like this~
all my own fault
mood not so good today
because he don't talk to me again
i think i had scared him yesterday
don't know why
he is frightening
and i had no brave to talk to him again
don't know why
i done a wrong thing at him
totally wrong!
regret-ing
sorry
i think i will loss you again.
but i don't hope this thing happen
played too much and over
because i long time no play with you already
really apologise
hope you don't angry
today
white formal shirt vs normal red t-shirt
white formal lead you seemed like a child
because someone told me that 那件衣服不像你们"大人"穿的这样.....
but i felt ok , not bad
normal red t-shirt
back kajang
didn't talk too much with him too
morning i had late my class again
then public speaking only talking craps inside for 45 minutes
then go pc block had lunch with yeewen,siawwei,shuxian
because he had lunch already ( actually want to join) but i missed it
met with TD1 gang
eat taufu rice
after finished , we walked back PA block
very tired.
go in computer lab and slept there
slept for half hour
when i woke up , dailou came and observe whether got saliva on the table or not=.=
sure no ! i seldom do such silly thing in public
this half hour ,
quite relax and happy because i no need to think what i confuse
and i had a sweet dream
you appear in my dream and i felt you really walked through there
after that , yeewen told me he never come in
--------feel weird----------
--------sucked! what my thought---------
--------if you see this , maybe you will angry------------
--------so , you better pretend don't know when you see this carelessly------------
programming
quite happy!
not because of him sit in front me
is because the coding made me happy
when build succeed, the mood is very joyful
although you never talk to me again
today,
miss tee let us back earlier again
i accompany cheekang and shuxian wait their bro and mummy fetch them
then we talked craps
at this time i knew 1 new fren
named : strawberry !
haha
next time see her must call her MISS STRAW~
tonight dinner is unknown!
tomorrow must start too study already
next wednesday ,saturday and next tuesday got test
@ you may more happy if i didn't say anything to you 3 days ago and yesterday@
being hurt again and again!
cause : back from golden cinema at 2am
effect / cause : almost morning just sleep
effect : next day very tired!
this morning ,
woke up at 9.00+ am
because yeewen "夺命追魂" call me
she scared i will late
my first love had dated me to redbox,the garden for sing k
at 11.00am
without further hesitation
i rushed for my make-up
because first love first time date me after we friend back
(p/s: first love is just a nickname for a human being)
i can't late and i had to 'decorate' myself because of first love
using almost 1 hour to finish all those stuff
and played 自拍...
then i brought a very cheerful heart to meet my first love
drove to midvalley
reason is i don't know how to go there by bus
about 10.30am
i reached there and i parked my car at golden cinema there
really very excited
lost controlled again
yeewen said she reached there
but i can't found her
no fade
then i walked to the garden alone and walked in a bookstore
picked a book
named : WHY CHRISTMAS IS IMPORTANT FOR EVERYONE?
quite attractive
read 2 , 3 rows
already engrossed deeply into the book
this book mention that christmas is related to Jesus Christ
the calender , our birthday and so on are also depended on Him
just proceed it , but it is a nice book
not long after , i didn't know that i had already read how many pages
until yeewen called me
she said she reached redbox
then i put down the book and quickened my pace towards there
then met her
oh, before that
i had lost in the garden
i can't found any entry to go redbox=.=
then i phoned tracy
i want she helped me and another motive is want to show off something
i had meet with a guy ,quite handsome when i was walking to the garden
that guy , i had met 2 times before at difference restaurants ,difference time.
this time he was wearing a coat , looked smart
and we got 眼神交流 for about 3 seconds
ok
stop this
he is not important
----proceed--------
after that ,
tracy told me ,she left 1 station only then reach midvalley
=.=
she never tell me about this
then we have one appointment is
later go meet a while
haha
Wow! redbox fulled with human ( teenagers)
just 11am , so much teenagers go there
same as us
something unfortunate was we had to queue up
wait for just 15 minutes . not so long
shortly while , we register and went in room 33
weird number
but another lucky thing is student price only RM10++ ,and i had brought my student ID
so, i enjoyed the discount
sing~ sing ~ sing ~
sang for 3 and half hours
my throat seemed like broken down already
not so enjoyed in that room
some "sound pollution" had disturbed me although i'm the forever sound pullution maker
they are more pollute
but the main motive was "celebrate yeewen's birthday???"
her birthday was 4 days ago , and i had treat her 1 mcD meal and a slice of secret recipe cake
ok...
we sang until almost 3 pm
i only need to pay RM10
so worth!
inside the box , i had mentioned few times first love first love ,
as if that human don't know he got a nickname called "first love"
i had sang some songs with him
such as : 老婆，单身情歌 , 劲歌金曲( we sang for whole 10 minutes)
then they decided to bowling ( bowl money)=.=
i told them my number 4 as i mention previous , he is a man, had dated me swimming at 5pm
so i don't want to play
because nowaday , i still more love number 4 lover
in addition , yesterday not enough sleep some more
then i dismiss
purposely
went to find tracy
she at jusco , buying shirt
i used up my power --- 3 steps become 1 step flying towards there
when i reached there
saw siaw wei , frogzai , sushi and tracy
they shout my name because at first i didn't see them
then i walked to them
another excitement thing happened
tracy said me lengzai!!!
*wink* x 10000
but finally she figure out is 1 of my accessaries made me handsome=.=
but i don't think so
handsome is handsome , no accessary also handsome =P
then tracy took several pictures with me
took picture at every nook and cranny
too long ...jump some parts....
staring on my blog , staring on my title
feeling that it is no relationship?
no, you're wrong
this thing happened now!
then i went the top floor to search back my first love
he said he want bowling
but i really lazy to bowl money
but first love , never count so much
if he want play bowling , i will accompany him and reject my number 4 lover
then something flashed through my mind
i start thinking something
and finally i asked first love
问：如果有一天你被一个男生不小心亲到，你会有什么反应？
答：看情况，如果是脸颊还好，但是如果是嘴巴就给他颜色瞧~
问（不怕死) : 如果有一天你被一个男生“故意”不小心亲到，你会有什么反应？
答（汗) : 不小心还需要故意的？
再问：如果我不小心亲到你怎么办？
再答：我~。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
ok
he didn't know how to give me response
he only told that he don't like boy kiss him
normal male will think like that too
after that
don't know what he thinking about
he said want go back home
because not feeling well
then ok
i accompany him walk to the KTM station
he evaded me along the journey
he scared i kiss him =.=
omg... i just asked for fun
before going back ,
he went for toilet
a rapid speed , he walk out from toilet already
in my point of view , he just want to look himself in the mirror=.=
while waiting also yeewen come out from toilet
both of us chit chat in front of washroom
he suddenly asked me : are you really a gay?
my response is : don't know ( what the hell answer)
then i ask him whether can accept gay ?
he said he can accept gay appear in this world but can't accept this thing happen on him
maybe he is only son in the family and this also a normal boy thoughts
however , he will never know that , i also can't accept this thing happen on me
i want children
everytime see the gay couple , i felt vomitted
then
yeewen came out
and we walked to the station
i can't imagaine what is this
he evaded me
and never talk to me any sentence
feel sad
he thought i want to engulf him=.=
i just want to accompany him walk to station
because something happened between us last for 51 days
but nevermind
it's like that
and i have regret for today
never take any picture with my first love!!!
-------back home----------
raining~
traffic jam outside midvalley
used 45 minutes to reach home
number 4 called me
ask me whether want go to swim or not
but i saw bolts of lightning and deafening peals of thunder
frighteningly near
and the rain also cascaded down like squalls
HOW To SWIM?
then when i told abu i want go to swim ,
she said later lightning flash in the swimming pool
and all of us become x_x
so , i told my number 4 lover
wait for half hour ,
if the rain stop , we just go
actually i don't want go
because i already exhausted!
then i sleep
1 stupid thing i done
i turn on silent mode , off the vibration =.=
since i slept for almost 2 hours
my handphone beside me
17 miss calls recieved
number 4 really want go for swimming
haiz....
but it was already 7+pm
dark everywhere
so , this plan had to be cancelled because of me sleep like a pig
then 8pm , i went for dinner with him
he doesn't swim
so i treat him nice
bring him go somewhere called "picadilly" restaurant
he said the food nice and large -.-
fill our souls!
then fetch him back
i also back home
then wwe-ing for almost 4 hours
then blogging
whole day time wasted like this way..........today's mood 75%.........
2 days ago until now
2 days ago is keelih's birthday
yvonne poh a.k.a. abu had invited me go " telephone restaurant" for buffet
but i pretend don't wanna going
actually i want to go
just act like emo
few days ago
she had offended me because of some reason
just proceed the story
now is fine
i stole her prawn to eat
1 and 1 and 1, non-stop
maybe she scare me
hahaha...
keelih's birthday ,
just say happy birthday to him
and play around with him
like children...play with cream
*childish!*but enjoy....
that buffet cost RM25
ONE of my BOYFRIENDS tend to treat me
free one!
but i still gave back him money
he still a student
-----------------then proceed------------------
yesterday,
delightful!!!!!
i have a very awesome and glorious mood for today
and maybe also for few days after
i get back my best friend
he's ever of mine!
*wink*
just very happy
don't know how to describe
a: i have a nickname called ....b:you're wrong....
since i know this
i was very excited
well
i left RM20 in my pocket
but i decided to use up all those money for my dinner
i can engulf everything without feeling full
so that , i ate chicken rice , char shao rice , poh pia , pizza and one big glass of honeydew
total is RM19.80 , 20cent left
first time i get no money ,but i feeling happy
i decided to consume so much food in a glimpse of eyes
something suck happened when i was eating
my boyfriend , a.k.a. number 4 had irritated me about half hour
he showing how rich he is ( by calling his ex-girl-friend)
cheap cow.....
but my mood not affected by him , because i got more good news
can't control myself to calm down
*wink*WINK*wink*
finally , finished my 51 days !!!!!
----------------proceed again-----------------
today is a new day!
writing for science quiz
swt
full outline
almost felt unconsciousness
because i am still lazy to write essay
but i still finished it
i think not bad my essay
hehe...wait the result just know
abu and lily quarrel
don't know for what reason
i only know is tiny problem
it should be no problem=.=
maybe they both not enough sleep
play emo*
but after that still good friend
then i got practical for physics replacement
4 person each group
teacher ask us to do an experiment
i m the " extra" in the group
i had do nothing at all
too much people already
and the experiment is damned stupid freaking easy
not long after , we done it
then talk craps again
chai chun hong just start to talk with me at this time
maybe still embarrased
but nicely
i give you some more times
something not follow my plan is
he doesn't invite me to sing k
until night
when i back home
awaken
just saw the " invitation card" from him in msn
then very happy again and tomorrow will go out with him
this time i want to make all the tone as high as possible
although someone i not so friend is going
never mind
i had my best friend already
wow! i had go midvally for cinema look for 11.00pm-1.30am movie
The Day the Earth Stood Still
this is a quite nice movie
very attractive and tension??...whatever...
but we had late to buy the ticket , sit in second row
head and neck almost break
oh ya
something want to mention about
miss wong saw me kissed my number 4 in the lab
don't how to give her response
actually i didn't really kiss , is miss wong's angle of view is seemed like kissed
swt=.=
next week will being "gay-ed" again....
also want to thank number 4
today treat me better than i had imagined.
and thank you
don't know why you always like to treat me -anything-
while , i still give back you money
your heart , i feeling and recieving
next time you working , i just give you chance to do that!
to tracy : i really wanna to cut off that human being, because i think that someone will treat her more better than me. and i will alwayz be with you.
至于初恋和4号，我需要先收着。。。
++crazy++
this one also had to end-up!
if you really love someone
please action
as fast as possible
because he or she may not single anymore after few weeks , few days , even few hours
it's pointless crying over split milk
for me ,
i'm maybe a coward ( as she said )...
there are a lot of things u have to consider
firstly, are you sure you can treat him or her as best as your best?
i sure can't
i am not suitable for her..maybe...
she is so attractive
as our foundation lack of girl
she is neither beautiful or the best
but she has lot of excellency
she helps everyone
she not easy get mad
she is kind
she has no grumble about " commensalism or parasitism"
she never hurt her friends
she regards everyone
she is 100% besides appearance
....
i can't possess her as i know
there would be someone will treat her more better than me
in my point of view , someone(s) has/have started chasing her
it's just my 6th sense or maybe observation
quite sad upon this , but happy for you
wish you get the best as you want
just go ahead if you love someone
==>wish all the couple all the best<==
1 , 2 , 3 , 4 , i end up four of you now
I want this over!
i don't know
what i'm doing now
feel want to write something
maybe just a simple pour out
pour out all my troublesome
at least for now
since i feel that friendship is so important for me
i have NEVER DONE something to hurt my true friends
true friends.....
long time ago , i told my best friend
"Please don't trust 100% on your friends! including ur best friend!"
after that, some incident had influenced her
and she said that , i'm correct
best friend can be as best as 100% best friend, but can't trusted as 100% as the best.
Friend is just taking any advantages of you
more close the friend , more advantages had been taken
if you really want to avail oneself , please don't over
it shows your ambition
just like PARASITISM
i hate this!
really....
but everything is over
happened= happened
i not angry at all
but just give me some times to calm down
everytime i say nothing , it should be nothing
but sometimes, i felt i lying myself
i had lost-controlled
everytime they ask me anything happen
i want to say 'nothing' and i had said it
but why all of you still want continue asking me?
after that , i found out
actually i will sad
can please don't keep killing me?
i have no strength play with u all
i will just pretend nothing happen when i go school
maybe...
for this moment,
what i want is
do not let my friends worry about me
and i hope that you will be my best friend forever----Chai Chun Hong----
to someone, don't scare me , i won't do anything on you again.
==> someone's feeling not the biggest thing in the world , so , just be happy everyday<==
++FLYING TOWARDS FUTURE++
